Thanks God, I'm still here and can share something in this blog after a long-long time..xoxo
I'm missing for a while everyone, coz I find myself is going crazy. I like my job but like the others, I can feel so tired and bored and not happy. But forget about it. I don't want to talk about "bad things".
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I read this qoute a couple days ago in the magazine, "You are what you believe yourself to be". It's just a simple sentence but has a deep meaning. Sometimes in this life you can't always get what you want. Sometimes you win and sometimes you loose. Maybe you hope someone will make you happy but it never happen and become so disappointed. Maybe you want something big, something different in your days but it's not come easily.
I learn that there's no one will make I'm happy, because the control is in my mind and myself. I can have everything I want because I work so hard to get it through the pain, suffering, tears, unhappy feeling, etc. If I feel happy right now, it's not because people around me that make me happy. It's because I'm realise that people can ruin my days, they can change, hurt, and screw up. That's why everyday I learn to feel happy or at least accept the things that I can't handle or out of control. In that point I have to understand that I'm not God, I can't do everything and know everything.
Faith is precious. My dad said, when you want something and you can't get it for this time, just think and think about it and don't give up. You don't know how, but when you really want it, you will find a way to achieve. Sounds impossible but I prove it real.
So guys, know and find your dreams. We were born to be somebody, don't think too much and just do it. People won't really care about you, most of them never appreciate what you have done. But believe to God, because He isn't blind and know every detail of everything. At the end of day you will get what you deserve.
I keep this card for years, just to remind me everytime i feel down
Hope 2012 become your greatest year ^^ (viv)
