Love your life !

"My goal is to always be moving forward. It doesn't mean you know the destination. You may get stalled or sidetracked or totaly stuck. That's life. You picked yourself up and keep going. And one day you understand why all that heartbreak happened-in life, in love, in work" (Bethenny Frenkel)

I think that's a good quote. Just a simple idea how we can survive in complicated life. For this couple weeks, I feel so stuck. I'm not satisfied with myself, i bored with my job, just feel that everyone is a criminal because they make me feel bad. How torture it is!...Maybe you feel the same way right now (who knows??)

But you know, when I'm alone I'm realize that it's just a life. You can't predict future although you prepare it well. You can't deny or run when the problems come up. You can't choose people that will not hurt you. You know nothing. So why we have to stress out? of course we always try to achieve the best in life but when it's not happen like we want or maybe just need time longer, why we can't learn to relax and enjoy it all? Sometimes we think too much  and that's torture our body, mind, and soul.

Everyday I still learn to enjoy life, with or without problems, with or without suck people, with or without boyfriend (hahaha...)

I feel the great blessing from God is when I still can laugh and feel love from everyone around me. It's simple but so precious. When you feel happy, i think you can do anything. Cheers eveybody! ^^

 

Life is challenging but it also full of laugh, craziness, and joy. Just relax and smile =)...xoxo

 

Beach Babe!

December, 4th 2011


Beach Babe!


Hello everyone, got a good news! I received so much love from people around facebook, twitter, instagram about this new amateur blog lol! Thank you, it totally means a lot for me and my lovely friends X.O
Actually, we just hung out last weekend, but the new pics still on process, so i'm going to bring the story of our trip few months before..... Teehee


Soooo, the end of july, we decided to hang around, and kinda 'seriously' want to take a really great shot! even we have to walk under the sunlight (uh-uh,i was freakin' out of sunbathing honestly lol). Our commitment to this photoshoot proofed by Cary who brought her SLR, digital camera, and iPhone4 (even we just used 2 of them) ;p

 here we are chill out at c'elsius cafe before we're going down there (OMG, the weather was so hot)

Vivi checked her Blackberry (in her mind: geez, i got so many work tomorrow) it's maybe her thought, she always busy with her job ckckck....i still had not realized Cary candided us, until.....

Hey! naughty Cary! here i will shoot you too with my little blackberry lol

owhh, she's pretty, but the color of my camera was bad, so going to take a shot with her cam ^^

ahaa, wonderful, isn't it? lol

Okay, finally we're going down there

ouch my dress 

vivi and me everywhere, btw vivi looked sexy here xp
(it's cary only who get used to play with the SLR, i just get used to be captured) 

cary: c'mon guys! pose!

the confused me...errrr

helloww, is there any wind there???

guess why we took off our flip-flops??

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ahahaha i know i know...we're so silly huh XD

sweet pose ;)

vivi walked away (tired and sweat, maybe eh?) hihii peace vii, love you :*

wait viii

finally the three of us! ^o^

vivi's sister just came by, and help captured us xp

 me: "have you done, ping?"

 *ping: vivi's sister*

yeaa, i know, i'm the shortest x_x

the right one is vivi's sister ^^

our photographer + model , gorgeous!

i wish my eyes were open :(

pics checked :)

here's our random pics :)

time to go home, see ya next time

xoxo, bee ❤

Turning Japanese

Konichiwa!! 

Sorry for not having an updates for soo long. Everyone been so busy, we haven't been catching up a lot lately :( but here I come with a little of update.

So, last Saturday (26/11) I was joining this make up workshop by Sari Liem a make-up artist. Well, I was planning for the three of us to go there and have lots of fun, but unfortunately they can't join me *cry*

Anyway, the theme was Himegyaru.

Wonder what is Himegyaru? It's a Japanese street-fashion, identical with big hair, extreme eye make up, big eyes (contact lenses), fake-lashes, and pale lips. What makes Himegyaru so special is how it makes the girls looks like anime and a living doll. Himegyaru is all about the eye *wink wink* 

There's lot's kind of himegyaru style

from the extreme

to simply kawaii~~ ♥

Since the theme is Japanese Himegyaru, I was expected to see lots of teenagers or at least girls of my age there, but I was wrong. I am the youngest, all others participants were about 30 plus. The class is scheduled from 10-5 in Nikki Hotel, but since we're a bunch of curious and amateur ladies we ended up to finished at 8 o'clock and have to move to one of the auntie's house because we can't use the hotel after 5PM.

With the help of Sari Liem and mbak Siska, this is my himegyaru style.

yea.. I struggle when putting the lashes, and it stuck in my real lashes. I just gave up and leave it like that. LOL

Here is me with Sari Liem. She's a nice lady and a talented young make-up artist.

To be honest, I don't have much knowledge about make-up and have no idea how to put make-up properly, so being in this class is kinda challenging but I have a lot of fun and learn new stuffs. And actually I am a person who don't really depend on make up in a daily basis and I used to think that girls with heavy make up tends to be fake (no offence). I mean, for me it's more about inner beauty although we have to take care of our outside look as well. What I learn cosmetic is like clothes, we wore what we like to show our characters, what we like, how we feel, to hide our flaws, to highlight the best of ourself. The point is to look good and feel good about ourself to embrace what we already have and be confident in it. You don't need to wear heavy make up if you're not confident in it, but it's a good experience to try and see ourself differently.

So.. I had fun playing with make up, and I wanna do it again some other time, soon. maybe, with vivi and bee^^... if not I'll drag them into it *mhuahahha*

Hope you enjoy the updates.

..be confident in yourself, when you feeling it on the inside, it'll shows on the outside..

Love♥

cary

Annyeong~

funfreshfierce.blogspot

October 28, 2011
Annyeong~


❤ cary, bee, vivi


Hello! this is our first blog *blushing* ^o^
Of course, you guys just see above that picture of me, cary and vivi right? hahaha, it's all start from here...

well, actually it's our 3rd (perhaps, i forgot lol) hang out, we're just some girls who just graduate from different collages, even live in the same town.


Let me introduce my friends ;p




cary ❤

this cute, funny, tall, skinny girl is my one of my besties, carysha, she had so much in common interest with me. Actually we're in the same elementary school, but we're hang around about 2 years ago. :p

here's another recently pic of her 

she loves fairy, angel, and everything with wings LOL, 

and by the way, it's her boyfriend a.k.a her fiancee, hahaa (sorry for the boys|!)






vivi ❤


She's so mature, independent, tough, strong girl, and workaholic! we're in the same high school (i don't even know why we never met) lol

another pics of funny Vivi (i love teasing her lol)

she likes go to Center Stage (Hard Rock), and drink some cocktails tehee, or some drinks that can make her face become so reeedddddd *peace vi* :D

bee ❤

Okay, i think it's my turn to post my own pictures xp

i love everything in white ^o^

see you next time! ^^

xoxo, bee ❤